| Location | North Shields |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 12/2006 |
| Date of Death | 12/2006 |
| Visitors | 2,275 since 14/01/2008 |
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i found out i was pregnant in the august 2006 it was huge shock to me and my partner but with in
days i was happy and looking forward to becoming a mummy, the pregnancy was veyr hard i was in and
out of hospital with urin infections but i knew it would all be worth it as i went for my 20 week
scan and found out i was having a baby girl the love grew even more for my unborn baby i was always
stroking my bump talking to her and protecting her, on the 19th of december i started getting awful
pains around my stomach i didnt think anything of it because i was only 5 months and 2 weeks gone,
as i was taken in an ambulance to hospital and the docter examined me and told me i was in labour i
felt my heart breaking, i willed my baby girl to hold on jsut a coupl of weeks till the docter could
give me steroids to help her grow quicker as each day passed i willed her to go on a little longer i
talked to her everyday i spent xmas day in hospital, then came the morning of the 29th of decemebr
when my abby girl couldn't hold on any longer and asi pushed her into this cruel cruel world i
willed her to live but for only one hour could she hold on till she slipped away she took her first
and last breath in my arms i have never in my life felt pain like it my parents and fiance tried to
comfort me but nothing in this world would take away this pain i felt nothing couldd even numb the
pain i ached to hold my baby girl to hear her cry, hear her breath yet nothing could bring her back.
my heart burnt out that day the light in heart went out.
for mummy on mothers day xxx
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hello sweetheart
well tis mothers day today and i am sat lonly and crying thinking of what should have been, we should be spending this day together yet because of this cruel world we aren't my heart and arms are aching for you so so much right now, it should be your 2nd birthday this year but instead of celebrating it with your loving mummy and daddy your celebrating it with the other angels in the sky and it is really really hurting mummy so so much, i know i have not spoke with you in a little while and i am so so sorry about that angel its nust its hard for me, as i know i should be speaking to you while holding you in my arms yet it isnt like that, im so so sorry i let you down angel and i will never forgive myself for it, ihope you are keeping well and playing safly with all the angels up there and mummy will be with you soon i promise. i love you always alicia your my first daughter and i will never forget you, mummy will stay in touch more often now baby.. forever my love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello sweetheart
Hello my little lady i hope all is keeping well up there mummy is still missing u so so much baby gurl i love u more that life itself and i just wish i could take your palce in heaven to give u a chance at life a just wish i could hold you, hear you cry, hear you laugh even breath, but you were to special for this world, things still havent got any easier if im honest its getting worse the pain i feel for you is unreal its breaking me in half more each day as the heartache rips through me your the first thing i think of in the morning and the last thing i think of at nite and all day i love you so so much i cant control the tears no longer they are flowing so heay eachh daay i love u baby gurl i hope your playing safe up there love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello sweetheart
mummy is really really feeling the pain of not having you here right now i ache to hold you in my arms to hear your breath and hear you cry i need you so so much baby and no one seems to understnad that this in the only place i can come to talk to you as you seem to have stopped visiting me now not sure why, i hope all is well up there and mummy will be with you soon angel. stay safe. love you loads and loads forever n ever xoxoxxoxoxoxxoxox
Please dont be so sad.
it's beautiful where i am
there's only love up here,
i'm never lonely or afraid
cause god's so very near.
I walk with Jesus everyday
he's really kind and sweet,
don't worry mom he hold's my hand
when we cross a golden street.
I never cry or hurt myself
i see you everyday,
i laugh and play and sing alot
and hear you when you pray.
Please mommy&daddy
Don't be mad at God
you see he loves me too,
and even though your not here with me
i'm really still with you. x x x x
sleep tight little one xxxxx
babey
hello sweetheart its mammy ack again just checking in on you makin sure your ok and still playing safe i see daddy has been speaking with you his words took my breath away never ever forget mummy and daddy wanted you so so so much but this cruel world was not good enough for you my tears proceed to fall for you i love you so so much you will always be my daughter my heart is aching so so much for you this pain is unreal, i hope you are safe and well in the fluffy clouds mummy tlaks to you all the time i hope you can hear me, you sleep tight and mummy will speak with you soon. lote of love n hugs mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Alicia alicia I love you so much
hi Angel hope you ok and hope god is taking good care of you.
you are always with us even tho we cant see you physically
but we can feel you with us were ever we are, I am happy in a way that you are in good hands up in heaven better than having to face this horrible crwel life that we had no choice but be in it and maybe one day we will reunit and get to know each other , and be with each other so sleep tight and have fun playing with the angels , and my first production release will be a song about you baby , I have had that thought in my head for a long time , but I have just been up and down doing stuff takecare and I will speak to you soon your loving caring daddy Tazzy xxx
How sorry I am for your loss
You described your loss so honestly that I could even feel your heartache. I am so sorry and only hope one day you will have a healthy full term pregnancy to show you just how much more you still have to give. You are still a valued member of society and I am sure one day you will feel the love for the daughter you so sadly lost when you have another child. God bless Alicia and god bless you too. Alicia will live on in you and hopefully your future children we are all connected to one another. x x x x x x x
baby gurl
hiya sweety sorry mummy has not wrote in ages been on roller coaster alot of ups and downs it was your one year anniversary last month hit mummy very very hard missing u more and more each day, mam is finally back at work now trying to get on with her life but i still have your pictures in the hosue and every morning i wake up your the firs thting i think of iand the last thing i think of at night, the tears still fall for you when im alone, not may people understand why the pain is still so raw i know this pain will never go away i jsut hope it gets a touch easier i sang ahppy birthday to you on the 29th of december as it was your 1st birthday i hop eyou had a nice day up there, mummy has jsut met your aunty amber after never knowing her and your grandad alex i know they would have loved you like i do. well take care sweety and i will tlak to you soon keep safe and play nice with the rest of the angels up there, ilove you forever nd always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxx
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