| Location | North Shields |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 12/2006 |
| Date of Death | 12/2006 |
| Visitors | 2,276 since 14/01/2008 |
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i found out i was pregnant in the august 2006 it was huge shock to me and my partner but with in
days i was happy and looking forward to becoming a mummy, the pregnancy was veyr hard i was in and
out of hospital with urin infections but i knew it would all be worth it as i went for my 20 week
scan and found out i was having a baby girl the love grew even more for my unborn baby i was always
stroking my bump talking to her and protecting her, on the 19th of december i started getting awful
pains around my stomach i didnt think anything of it because i was only 5 months and 2 weeks gone,
as i was taken in an ambulance to hospital and the docter examined me and told me i was in labour i
felt my heart breaking, i willed my baby girl to hold on jsut a coupl of weeks till the docter could
give me steroids to help her grow quicker as each day passed i willed her to go on a little longer i
talked to her everyday i spent xmas day in hospital, then came the morning of the 29th of decemebr
when my abby girl couldn't hold on any longer and asi pushed her into this cruel cruel world i
willed her to live but for only one hour could she hold on till she slipped away she took her first
and last breath in my arms i have never in my life felt pain like it my parents and fiance tried to
comfort me but nothing in this world would take away this pain i felt nothing couldd even numb the
pain i ached to hold my baby girl to hear her cry, hear her breath yet nothing could bring her back.
my heart burnt out that day the light in heart went out.
hi alicia baby, look after your mammy for me. i havnt seen her 4 a while but she knows im here for her. xxxx
beautiful angel
i am so sorry 4 the loss of ur little angel. she is beautiful.
alicia and my sophie will be playing in the clouds up above 2getha. we can relate to each other as we both lost our babies at 24weeks gestation, im happy that u were able 2 be with ur baby for a while before she grew her wings. you are not alone & if you ever need 2 talk as i know some people do not know the hurt and anguish all us angel parents go through, then i am here 2 listen 2 u!
rest in peace little lady xxxxxx
hiya angel
Hi angel sorry mummy has not spoke with you in a little while been thinking about you so so much and its really really hurting me no one else know and no one seems to understand me any more guess that is nothing new tho, hope you have had fun today in the cloud garden and i hope your playing nicely with the other angel's, mummy loves you so so much alicia and i just really wish you were here with mummy and daddy so i could hold you and keep you safe but it seems god had other plans for you, every tear that you see fall is for you my angel and mummy will never ever forget you sor stop loving you any less every day that passes maybe one day further away from when i last saw you but it also brings us a day closer to us being re-united and i know that day will be soon, you will see mummy is very depressed right now but know that is because of others not you i love you so much and will never forget the day i held you in my arms, nobody knows it yet angel but i will be with you in a few weeks,, mummy is coming to get you and look after you and hold you. I love you so so much alicia and will be with you soon. Until then tho angel take care and keep playing safe and know the tears that fall when i am alone are for you. Speak to you and see you soon angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello sweetheart
hello baby gurl i hope you are keeping well up in the clud garden mummy is missing you loadz aching to hold you and cuddle you its your first firthday this month mummy will be celebrating it for you, play safe and nicely with the other angels up there baby gurl mummy loves you with all her heart and cant wait for the day were re-united until then angel take care i love u loads and loads forever and ever swwet dreams angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello sweetheart
Hiya sweetheart just a wuick not to say daddy sends his love and mummy's tears are falling for you again but just because i miss you so so much angel, play safe il speak with you soon love u angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
babies are angels
babies are angels
that fly to earth
their wings disappear
at the time of ther birth
one look in their eye
and we're never the same
they're part of us now
and that part has a name
that part is your heart
and a bond that wont sever
our babies are angels
and we love them forever
Hi my lil angel
hello darlin i hope you have enjoyed your day and had lots of fun in the cloud garden with all your angel friends mummy hasn't really been doing much as per usual sitll thinking about you everyday for most of the day not a day goes by when i dont think about you i hope you hear me talking to you angel`mummy will always love you and will never stop thinking about you i love you so so so much babey gurl and i am aching to hold you aching to her your cry hear your laugh, anyway il not bring your day down il talk wi you 2moro angel its late now so sleep tight i love you angel and the tears that fall will always be for you babey gurl love you forever and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello sweetheart
Well i hope your still playing safe up their with all the other angels mummy is still emtionally and physically aching for you its unreal how much i am hurting seeing and hearing of my other friends falling pregnant and even getting abortions i am so angry with alot of them for the reason i never even got given the chance to prove how much of an amazing mother i could have been to you i wanted you so so much from the moment i found out i was expecting i cant even put it in to words how much i am hurting still after 15 months the pain has not eased one little bit and no one else seems to understand that but i dont need anyone else to aslong as you do and i want you to know il be with you very soon angel to hold you in my arms and to care and look after you the way you deserve to be looked after i am just sorry we have been seperated for so long. take care angel and play safely till mummy joins you sleep tight xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello sweetheart
Hiya angel i hope you are safe and having fun playing with the other angels in the cloud garden mummy is still aching for you mummy wants to hold you so bad my whole body is aching to care and look after you i hope one day soon we are re-united daddy sends his love and he is missing you alot aswell he is still trying to come to terms with things aswell but he deals with it in his own way it will be 15 months next monday since you joined your angel friends and there has not been one day i dont think about you and there has nt been one day i have to let my tears fall for you and everyday the pain gets worse as i know it is one day further away from the last day i saw you, i love you so so much angel and nobody seems to understand me i need you back so badly but there is no one who i can talk to, anyway dont you worry about mummy and her issues i love you loads angel and will be with you very very soon angel have fun and take care il be back soon to speak with you love forever and always baby mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello sweetheart
Hi there sweety mummy has been thinking about you alot as in all day everyday for a long time now i am still missing you so so much i ache to hold you in my arms and hear your giggles or hear your cries and come tend to you i can not express how much mummy misses you i just want to be with you so much angel mummy loves you with all her heart and always will i will never ever forget you and as your watching down on mummy and see my tears fall each day when im alone know there tears for you angel as mummy loves you so so much i hope you are playing well up there and keeping safe mummy hasnt been up to much to be hinest jsut tidying the house and washing clothes well mummy will be back soon for a chat i love you alicia your my number one angel love you forever and always mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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