| Location | North Shields |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 12/2006 |
| Date of Death | 12/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,482 since 14/01/2008 |
| Creator |
i found out i was pregnant in the august 2006 it was huge shock to me and my partner but with in days i was happy and looking forward to becoming a mummy, the pregnancy was veyr hard i was in and out of hospital with urin infections but i knew it would all be worth it as i went for my 20 week scan and found out i was having a baby girl the love grew even more for my unborn baby i was always stroking my bump talking to her and protecting her, on the 19th of december i started getting awful pains around my stomach i didnt think anything of it because i was only 5 months and 2 weeks gone, as i was taken in an ambulance to hospital and the docter examined me and told me i was in labour i felt my heart breaking, i willed my baby girl to hold on jsut a coupl of weeks till the docter could give me steroids to help her grow quicker as each day passed i willed her to go on a little longer i talked to her everyday i spent xmas day in hospital, then came the morning of the 29th of decemebr when my abby girl couldn't hold on any longer and asi pushed her into this cruel cruel world i willed her to live but for only one hour could she hold on till she slipped away she took her first and last breath in my arms i have never in my life felt pain like it my parents and fiance tried to comfort me but nothing in this world would take away this pain i felt nothing couldd even numb the pain i ached to hold my baby girl to hear her cry, hear her breath yet nothing could bring her back. my heart burnt out that day the light in heart went out.
Happy 5th birthday princess I hope your having an amazing angel birthday with all the pink fluffy clouds and your angel friends mammy will send up balloons and your cards off me and your brother this afternoon! That huge empty space you left in my heart the day you left me grows bigger every year from the last time I held you in my arms! I love you millions forever and always princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Alicia.
hope your doing well up there, hope your looking down on ya mammy and oliver. we all miss you, i know we didnt exactly meet but i still miss you and you still mean alot to me.
sweet dreams princess, i love you xxxxxxx
Alicia, hope your okay up there wii all the angels havbing fun!
getting a big girl now arnt you:D
see a star everynight shining away and i know its you giving us all a big smile!:D
keep shining up there beautiful girl, miss you & love you lots! xxxxx
Heloo There!
You Okay Todaay?
Fort I Wud Leave You A Message; Beeen Thinking About You Alot!
You Gunaa Keep Mammy Company On Friday?
God Were Missing You, My Little Angel!
Love You & Miss You.
See You Soon!
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did you hear mee talking 2 you last night babey?
miss you loads and loads more and more eachday, never forrgoten about you!
in the arms of a angel, fly away from here!
hope you happy up there baby, even tho its killing us every day you not being with us,
love you lots and lots :'(
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Hi sweetheart
Your mummy is a bit down today i am asking and praying that you will look after her and let her know you are right by her side. She misses you soo much.
Talk soon.
xx
Hello Beautiful
Hi princess hope your having fun day up there with all your angel friends...... you know i will never forgive myself for not being able to carry you to term for not being able to give you the perfect life you deserve i am so sorry sweetheart!! I talk to you everyday in the hope you will forgive me! I love you so much princess and i will be with you soon to look after you! love you forever and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
princess
hey princess hope you have had a good day up there playing with all your angel friends, mummy has been to you alot hope you can hear me!! Trying my best to keep your memory alive princess il be back to talk to you soon sleept tight angel love you more than life itself xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
helloo gourgous girl,
did you here mee talking to you last night bby?
god i miss you!
hope yah lookin after cayden-taylor and showing him where too goo,
ee hey babey if you were here you could bee cuming out with mee and ma girls,
' yah mam would never have yah :L
i hope your looking down on mee baby, because inoo your my cousin but your my niece to mee because how close me and your mammy are, shes my sister not my cousin, so your my littlee niece.
i saw your gourgous little brother the other daay, god he's gettin big, gourgous little man tho, i dare say how gourgous you would bee follwing aunite beth likee ;D
anyways, il speak to yah soon,
'loveyousomuch. soo proud of you!!
Hello beautiful i am so sorry i haven't been around to talk for a little while just i find this so hard talking to you on here and not being able to wrap my arms around you and protect you but thanx to me and my body you grew your angel wings...... thinking about you constantly dreaming how perfect my life would be if only you were here!! i know your with me all the time as oliver is always talking away to you.. but mummy really needs you here in person to hug and protect and make everything ok again!! I will try and talk to you as much as possible princess just it breaks my heart everytime i come here and cant actually hold you in my arms were you belong! i hope you have been having fun and looking after all you angel friends! love you millions forever and ever princess i will be with you soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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