| Location | North Shields |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 12/2006 |
| Date of Death | 12/2006 |
| Visitors | 2,260 since 14/01/2008 |
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i found out i was pregnant in the august 2006 it was huge shock to me and my partner but with in
days i was happy and looking forward to becoming a mummy, the pregnancy was veyr hard i was in and
out of hospital with urin infections but i knew it would all be worth it as i went for my 20 week
scan and found out i was having a baby girl the love grew even more for my unborn baby i was always
stroking my bump talking to her and protecting her, on the 19th of december i started getting awful
pains around my stomach i didnt think anything of it because i was only 5 months and 2 weeks gone,
as i was taken in an ambulance to hospital and the docter examined me and told me i was in labour i
felt my heart breaking, i willed my baby girl to hold on jsut a coupl of weeks till the docter could
give me steroids to help her grow quicker as each day passed i willed her to go on a little longer i
talked to her everyday i spent xmas day in hospital, then came the morning of the 29th of decemebr
when my abby girl couldn't hold on any longer and asi pushed her into this cruel cruel world i
willed her to live but for only one hour could she hold on till she slipped away she took her first
and last breath in my arms i have never in my life felt pain like it my parents and fiance tried to
comfort me but nothing in this world would take away this pain i felt nothing couldd even numb the
pain i ached to hold my baby girl to hear her cry, hear her breath yet nothing could bring her back.
my heart burnt out that day the light in heart went out.
hey princess
hello beautiful i hope you have been behaving up in the clouds and staying with your great gma. Well im so sorry i havent been around ina little while to talk to you mummy has had to take it very easy cause your little brother is still cooking inside of me lol i cant thankyou enough for him sweetheart i know you helped us with him, and he is 23+1weeks now another 16weeks to go and i know he has lasted longer in mummies tummy than you did angel but i love you both the same you will always be my little princess and we will never ever ever forget you and i certainly wont let anyone else, i have your pics up around the house and your memory box will always be with us,there isnt a day goes by were i dont think about you and wonder what we would be getting up to if you were here in mummies arms now sweetheart, your my little princess and will be with me forever and ever. Play nicely up there with all your angel friends, its your birthday in a few months so mummy will be sending up some balloons for your party i think we will have pink and purple this year princess. I love you so so much and i really wish you were still here with us then our family would be complete with my perffect little girl and perfect little man on the way but just cause your up in the clouds doesnt stop us being a family and il be telling your little bro all about you, Please keep an eye over him princess and fingers crossed mummy will get through this pregnancy un-eventful as possible from now on!! I love you so so much baby sending millions and millions of hugs snuggles and kisses and cuddles princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello sweetheart
Hey princess, im sorry i havent been around to talk to you much but i know you will be playing with all your angel friends. Well mummy is 17 weeks pregnant now with your little bro or sis will be finding out what we are having in a couple of weeks but i bet you already know! Your great grandma passed away on sunday so im hoping you have met up with her in the clouds and are looking after each other up there, mummy is staying as strong as she can but feel so devasted inside things are getting very hard at the moment, I still think of you every day and i hope you hear me talking away to you all the time. I love you so so much princess and nobody will ever change that, when your little bro or sis is old enough to understand i will tell them all about my beautiful litle angel daughter and show him/her your memory box and if its a girl il pass on your charm braclet to her so she can carry your memory around every were with her.well princess hope your looking after grandma up there and playing nicely with all your angel friends, mummy will talk with you soon cause cant see the screen for these tears. Love you millions forever and always babey girl sending you trillions of angel hugs and floaty kisses love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey Princess
Hiya babey how have you been?? I hope you are having fun up in gods garden and playing nicely up there with all your angel friends, mummy cant stop thanking you enough for the miracle babey i know you have helped me and daddy concieve, your little bro/sis is hard work haha, having a hard pregnancy but enjoying it none the less and so so excited to meet my lucky miracle. Well mummy and daddy havent been up to that much to be honest just applying for a biger house now we are having a new addition to the family hopefully closer to gma abs and great gma moon. Im pretty sure you are watching down over mummy and daddy and can see everything we are doing. Mummy had a bad week last week some scary thoughts about wanting to be with you again rather than waiting for that day to come naturally so im going back to my phycotherapist but its nothing to worry about mummy just discharged herself a little to early!! Great gma moon is on the mend after breaking her hip and gma abs is getting there aswell. Well there isnt much more to update with us just plodding on taking it easy so your babey bro/sis is well fed and got plenty of energy to grow nice and big and strong like you!! Mummy misses you so so much and not a day goes by i dont wish you were here with us to hold you in my arms and care for you like i should be!! Sending you lots and lots of angel hugs and lots and lots of floaty kisses angel love you millions and millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Hey Sweetheart
hey sweetheart mummy is just popping into say good morning, i had a dream about you last night that you were here with mummy and daddy and our lifes were perfect and you totaly compeleted us and our lifes. I hope my beautiful little princess is going to have a good day playing with all her angel freinds!! Nearly another day closer to meeting with youa again aswell babey. Well enjoy our day and mummy will come back. Lots and lots of love mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey Princess
Hello babey, sorry mummy hasnt been around to talk to you much she has had a very hard decision to try and make but i guess you would have seen that. Mummy and daddy are missing you liek crazy princess and not a day goes by when i dont think about you and i am so so proud to be called your mummy and will never let anyone ever forget you because your ou first born daughter and nobody can take that away from us. Mummy and daddy have sent you a little pink Rabbit for easter princess so you can cuddle into it at night and think of us!! I watch as the sun sets and think that it is another day closer to us being together again princess. I hope you have fun at your easter egg hunt on sunday with ray and ben and all the other angels. Try not to eat to much chocolate or you will be sick but have a good time, ive told ray's mummy you will have your pink dress on with lemon yellow bow and lemon yellow tights with your pink shoes!! Mummy and daddy are sending lots of hugs and kisses to you and are thinking about you all the time. Love you millions and millions Princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
god bless little angel i'm looking after your mummy keep smiling litle girl i promiss you will see her soon i prommis
Hey sweetheart
Hey Sweetheart, i hope your playing in the clouds with the rest of the angels, im sorry i couldnt be a real mummy and carry you full term, im sorry i let the docters save my life while you grew your wings. Not a day goes by were mummy doesnt think about you and hate herself for letting this happen. I know it is all my fault your not here with mummy and daddy were you belong. im sorry i cant seem to give you a brother or sister to watch over. Every tear i shed is for you angel and in each tear is a million kisses for you. Please watch over mummy and daddy and ask the other angels and god to help mummy and daddy find a little happiness for a change!! I love you so so so much angel and il never forgive myself for not bringing you into this world safely! i am so sorry angel. Every sun that sets brings us a day closer to being together again!! I love you angel with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey sweety
Hello angel, mummy hasnt been to talk to you in quite a while, but only for the reason the pain of loosing you still hasnt even began to subside yet people told me it would get better in time if thats the case why am still witing. I know this pain will never subside, infact i dont want it to angel, your my first daughter and my princess. I cant seem to grasp the fact that your were taking away from me and your daddy yet all these child murderers were given children, were is the fairness in that. Im sorry babey gurl i shouldnt be ranting at you mummy is jus still really hurting but i have no were to show this pain cause poeple seem to think that i shuld have moved on by now and all that crap. So what have you been up to/ playing safely i hope and having fun up there. mummy never stops thinking about you angel and you never ever will i gorget or let anyone ever forget you. the tears that still fall for you when im alone behind closed doors float up to you and plant a new kiss on your cheek. I know you see me crying angel but its my way of sending kisses up to you. anyway play nicely angel mummy will try and write more often when the pain isnt burning me as much!! Love you lods angel and play safe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday Sweetheart
Well your 2 already sweetheart i dont know were the time has gone, i hope you have a lovely day up in gods garden with all your angel friends i know you will enjoy your party mummy will be sending up the balloons to you, nice pretty pink ones. Sending lots and lots of floaty angel kisses to you have a fun day nd dont worry about mummy and daddy just because were splitting up nothing will ever change how much we love you. Now go on go play with your angel friends and have fun!!! Love you lots and lots like jelly tots babey girl mummy will light a candle for you to blow out aswell. Love you forever and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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